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06:30

My mind is in a state of chaos, mess, and all the words synonymous to this; hence, the title of this crappy rant.

I've never been so confused about my life - the things that I want to do, what to do, and some little things that affect me, leaving me more confused as I think deeper. 

Recently, I've drowned myself into:

  • Nat Geo shows. Just a bit of story... When I was a kid, I used to watch more of Nat Geo and Discovery Channel shows than cartoons. I just find learning stuff and hearing other peoples' experiences and stories interesting. It's like when I watch documentaries and stuff, I become less miserable. Learning is one of my favorite things. 
  • TLC shows. Cooking and traveling. I love that stuff.
  • More TV shows. 
  • Actually, I kind of almost stay inside all day and watch TV. How lazy of me. 
  • Food. 
  • I sleep. 
  • Write on my journal. Fun stuff. Yep.
  • Since it's officially the time for my summer vacation, I can finally read books again. The thing that I love the most. I kind of stopped reading half of this school year since Junior high is very hectic, include the hard lessons in Geometry and Chemistry! I love reading. Might do a blog post about it.
As I've said above, I've drowned myself into the abyss of television. Well, there are still times that I don't watch though; I go outside and play some ball games with my sister. Anyhow, there are a lot of things that are running miles and miles in my mind right now. I tend to think of things and become so affected of it. I overthink stuff, and I think that's unhealthy. What I mean with "over think" is not about love, relationships, and stuffs, okay? I think of things around me, and things about me. I don't know why I keep doing this. I think of things but never speak of them. Then, there are times that I see things happen around me but never speak of it, as well. Is this a sign that I am a wallflower? That's great for me! I only stay silent and observe and think. That'll be fun.

Well, that's pretty much of the crappy rant I got. I really don't know how to explain what I'm feeling right now and what's going on in my mind to you. {You - if ever my blog has readers....} 

How have you been doing? I'm fine, I guess. Still figuring out some things..

Love always, 
Ina :-)

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