For you, this may seem another pointless rant of mine but for me it is different.
Have you ever heard of a boy named Harry Styles? Okay, I think you're now saying to yourself that this is bullshit. No.
What could have happened if he didn't had the guts to audition to X Factor? I bet he will be the boy who walks in the hallway with everyone's gaze on him. The boy who can sweep off a girl's feet. The boy who still works in the bakery.
You may think that I only love him for he's part of the greatest boy band in the world. You're wrong. I'm in love with him - the true Harry Styles. I may not know him personally and he may not even know that I exist, I still believe that he's the type of person that I'm willing to spend forever with. Okay, this is insane, I know. But just think.
For me, he's the type of best friend who will always be there for you. The one who will throw stones on your window in the middle of the night when he hears that you're not okay. The one who will give up the rest of the day just to be under the covers with you and watch movies. The one who will make you show the real you. The one who will boost your confidence and will never judge you. The one who will stare into your eyes and hold you tight just to make everything okay. The one who will bring out the best in you. The one will be beside you during your darkest days. The one who will take care of your children and grandchildren. The one who will hold you tight when you think that everything is too much. The one who gives you piggy back rides. The one who will dance with you in the middle of the pouring rain. The one whom you can do whatever possible reckless thing to do. The one who will sing to you until you fall asleep. The one who is willing to take silly photos with you.
The one who will keep you awake late at night because he won't leave your mind.
And that is what I'm feeling right now. Everytime I see a photo of him, my stomach twists into knots. My mind goes into circles. My heart races, making it hard to breathe.
And I hope that someday, I will be given the chance to meet the boy of my dreams. Be on the same place as him, and breathe the same air. Even if it will be just a minute. I want to to talk to him and take loads of photos and tell him how much he means to me. And when that time comes, I know that it will just be something normal to him - meeting a fan and hearing how much she loves him. But for me, it will be different. I want to be his friend and hang out with him; it is impossible, I know.
I just can't wait for the day wherein I would see his cheeky smile, stare into his beautiful green eyes and hug him. And I know, that I would cry and run out of breath in that moment.
Tears have been shed while writing this post.
Tears have been shed while writing this post.
Have a nice day. xx
