Lately, I haven't been up to much things. 

I just sit and watch tv all day, eat, and repeat. I thought that my summer would be really exciting since I've started my online shop. But I was  wrong - my parents seem to have doubt on me about this. I think they don't trust me. Are they just waiting for my failure so they can scold me again? 

The success of my small "business" is all I need. I want to have money this summer. So that whenever I want to go out and spend time with my friends, I can without asking money from my parents. I want to have a sense of responsibility, you know. But yes, there always seem to be a ginormous wall that keeps me from reaching my goal. 

Anywho, I've been back to writing and painting. Since I don't do much during this summer, (for your information my summer vacation started less than a week ago) I work on my journal. It relaxes me. It just feels so good when I'm able to write all the things that I feel and the things I'm afraid of telling everyone. My journal is like, my super best friend who is always ready to hear all the things that's boggling my mind. 

Sorry for the lack of blog posts, my friends. (If I have some here......)

I just need time to think about my life, and maybe I need inspiration as well. 

Good night to you.

Love always, Ina :)